Okay... You're going to put me in an awe-induced coma soon enough! I'll just fall asleep, joyful and peaceful as ever, and never wake up from my contentedness. xD Everything that you paint... It does things to my brain, triggers certain neurons and neurochemicals, that really aren't that far off from a narcotic high... I swear, they're legal. xD Prescription pain meds. But the feeling that I get when I look at your paintings... it's like the rush of dopamine, tranquility, and lightheadedness that I get from narcotics. But it's far better... because it doesn't have any side effects, as far as I can tell... except for maybe the insatiable urge to melt in awe and wonder before the paintings. Each time I see a painting of yours, I think, "If this existed, and I were there, I could die right now." But the purple hue over the entirety of this one... is entrancing. I don't know what it is about purple (or at least most purples), but I always seem to fall into such a tranquil state when I see it - and it dominates over other colors in my view.
I have an addictive personalities when it comes to behaviors, yet stunningly resistant to substance abuse, so I know the sort of withdrawals from not doing an specific act that you speak of... For me, it could be a multitude of things over varying lengths of time - video games, drawing, writing, watching a specific show, and... most things multimedia entertainment related... Then again, I also have ADHD, so I often quickly move on to the next thing. xD But the next thing usually prevents the withdrawal... like I only have the addiction for a certain time frame, and so avoiding it within that time frame causes withdrawal, but outside does nothing.